mayhem mind

Why is it SumtImeS That You Cant GeT WhAT YoU WanT

2008-10-15T02:05:00.000-07:00

Why?Can anybody answer this repeatedly posed question by some of us?

Do I Know You?

2008-09-24T22:00:00.001-07:00

I just dont understand some people who would go through to certain extend to annoy you.Working in oil and gas industry is not easy especially being in DC department as you are fully exposed to being downgraded.I had.By this one particular man?lady?lady man?man lady?he ticks me off big time I dont understand why is he?she?he she? acting that way.The other day he said that MY department is a NO NO department and you wouldnt learn anything from this department.To tick me further, today being his last day, he 'kindly' ask everyone to take pictures with him EXCEPT me.Mind you, but I myself am not so desperate to take pictures with him BUT that clearly shows that this particular guy is trying to point out that i am not in his league.Well well Mr, its YOU who are not in my league.If you put me in your social 'planner' cast, then in MY caste, you are way below from where you think you are.Thank God he is no longer here.In my CASTE,everybody should be friends no matter which department you are from.In my CASTE, we live to respect one another.In my CASTE, friends should not be outcast jest for being different.Thank You.UitM je pun kan?Bukan Oxford ke Harvard ke kan.LALALALALALALLALAL

Kung Pow wuwiwuwiwuwiwuwiwuwi

2008-09-21T23:00:00.001-07:00

Never fail to make me laugh

Good News!

2008-09-21T18:59:00.000-07:00

Went to watch Chelsea vs MU last night at McD .Twas a boring game during first half as Chelsea's team was quite blur or were they afraid?The passive mode agitated me for a while.I felt like smashing my face when Park J.S scored the damn goal.However the 2nd half was better when Drogba and Kalou entered and save the game.Hurray Chelsea!!

Bad News

2008-09-21T18:48:00.000-07:00

I had a bad news this morning when my bff Anep called to inform me that our dearest(?) lecturer Dr. Hussien had passed away coz of colon cancer. Don't you think that we always take our life for granted and those that leave a mark in our lives?.The late Dr. Hussien is such an inspiring lecturer with a very eccentric mind indeed by the way he look at things in life. He taught us Foundation Of Education when I was like younger than I am now.He is a man full of philosophies ( which sumtimes we cant comprehend what he is saying) ha ha. He will be remembered as someone who came and conquered (and left us being blurred).We will miss you..May u rest in peace..

Are We Living For Them Or Are We Living For Ourselves????

2008-06-09T21:43:00.001-07:00

I have read sumthing from Malay Dilemma where it has been mentioned that the Malays in particular since the old days like to force their children into marriage. Seeing is believing I do think that our society always put us in a place where we SHOULD get married whether we are ready or not.The questions will start as early as ur 24 “dah ade bf ke belum?”.The same repetitive questions will be posed to you till you give the society the answer that they want.Subsequently, after confessing that ur already in a relationship the next question is “bila nak kawin?si polan si polan tu dah bertunang@dah kawin@dah nikah blah blah blah.ko bila lagi?”Geez…another dilemma for us to answer.Sometimes you are just starting to build your life and career and these kinda statements would haunt you everytime you meet with ur frens,family,etc.Doesn’t it feel suffocating???. Unfortunately, after spending rm40-50k to fulfill the society’s expectation (while you yourself haven’t been giving urself a chance to think whether u have or have not achieved sumthing in ur life),ANOTHER important question will be asked “bila nak pregnant?bla nak ade isi?” which to me is totally absurd as it will pressure us into believing that we are incapable@infertile since we are not able to conceive after 5 months of marriage???ha ha ha ha. No ‘society’, the Malay women are not necessarily infertile to get pregnant. The reason might vary from we aren’t given the ‘rezeki’ yet by God or probably we think that maybe we need time to settle down (and settle the debt) after our kenduri(since we have to fulfill the society’s needs to have a big wedding) or we just need to spend some time wif our newly wed hubby to get to know him beta?to try to fit in our new role?to not be caught in scene where WE ARE JUST NOT READY and regret later and whine about it and make our husband run away for other women coz we haven’t had the chance to spend wif them since we are so stuck wif the baby since the society WANTS us to have one yet we ourselves still wanna chill for a while??WOW that’s how things werk with us. The truth is sumtimes we do not have to abide to everything….coz following without thinking hard might be the contributing factor why there are a high percentage of divorce cases among the Malays..we seem not to know what we really want, but we comprehend and tag along what our society mocks us with.. Hmmm something to ponder...

Introduction to the beauty of cigarettes

2008-06-09T21:36:00.001-07:00

Give me that dose of beauty
For me to undress the ugliness
And the perfection will hurl the defect
Adoration is my absolution
This pack of fourteen
Can buy me my dream
Those packs of twenty
Redeem my symphonies
Perpetual exquisiteness is what I need
Feed me with anything
That can fix the wrecked carcass
And revive it with better providence
This black hole I will escape
Find a light with my corpse to shine
The gold box will help me survive through it all
Be it the ugliest of it all, me..